What am I just matter?

First of all...you heard it here first. They are basing a TV show on good ole Hamilton. Well, that is the name of the town in which they live. It is going to be on ABC starting in January. My grandma told me about it and at first I didn't believe her and just thought that it was going to be on TV Hamilton lol. But, alas its on ABC. Crazy!

A few new things about me:
1.) I now have a full-time job at the government building and I really like it.
2.) I bought a brand new Jeep Liberty. I love it. It is the greatest invention ever. Even if it did cost a whole lot of money. I will be in debt forever but its fine.
3.) I am moving into a brand new house this week and it is beautiful. I have my own room and its amazing...I love it. I have my own door to the back yard so I can just leave and I don't have to go through the whole house.
4.) I am excited my show is back on tonight. Desperate Housewives!
5.) The Phantom of the Opera is coming to the Arnoff center in December and I am going to see it if I have to go by myself. So there!

Not much else to say about myself. The summer was good. Too short and I hate cold weather. I am cold all the time. But anyways this summer, I went to Florida and Chicago. Both were good trips. Florida was relaxing and Chicago was amazing but mostly because I saw the Boston Red Sox. I want to move there sometime. To Chicago. Well I would love to live in Florida too. Anyways, life is same ole same. Working and working out. Blah blah blah. Hopefully in two weeks I can take a trip to Muncie. I keep saying that I am going to go but I never end up doing it. Something always comes up. Oh yeah one more thing. November 23. The movie RENT comes out. I can't wait. I have never seen the play but I listen to the soundtrack all the time, so I am sure it will be amazing. I will go see it by myself if I have to :-) Alrighty I have to go to Kroger's for my mother. How do I get suckered into this stuff? Later! ~Stace

I am so sick of people. Well, people that are my supposed my friends. I mean I am sorry I didn't see ya on your birthday but come on let's move on. On another note, I just don't understand people who change so drastically in such a short period of time. Also, I am mad at T-mobile. They were supposed to send me a new phone in three days and its been a week. So, I called and they are supposed to call me back.

Let me tell you. Ichthus was an adventure and a half. It was all worth it though just to see the Newsboys. I would go through any tornado and Tracy's overdramatics to hear their beautiful accents. Anyways, they are going to be at King's Island along with Mercy Me, Third Day and Casting Crowns and I am sure many others. But, I want to go. I love Mercy Me. So all in all the trip to good ole Wilmore was very eventful. With my mom forgetting to pack the stakes for the tent and us having to go to Wally World and find a cheap one. Gosh it was just crazy. I think I have learned though that I love men from Australia even if they are kind of freaky looking. Also, I know how to handle a crisis. Very well actually. I knew there wasn't an actual tornado. Just a really bad thunderstorm. All in all a very memorable trip. And I love the Newsboys...oh I guess I already said that:-)

Last night I went to a wedding. Many, many awkward moments. It is sad that I don't know what to say to people I was friends with as a kid. I did talk to Josh for a little while. He wouldn't do the electric slide. Thank god Katt and Tom were there. All in all I guess I would have to say it was a good time but still, some weird moments. I did do the Cha-cha dance thingie. Good times.

I love coffee. Just wanted to throw that in there. More importantly, I love Starbucks. Ok I have to go get ready to go to the Y. Talk to ya kids later.
~*Stace*~

I love this song. I think that it sums up a great deal of things about this crazy life. Thank you Switchfoot for making such a great song. I really hope that I can see them this summer.
"Gone"

she told him she'd rather fix her makeup
than try to fix what's going on
but the problem keeps on calling
even with the cellphone gone
she told him that she believes in living
bigger than she's living now
but her world keeps spinning backwards
and upsidedown
don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
don't spend today away
cuz today will soon be

gone, like yesterday is gone,
like history is
gone, just trying to prove me wrong
and pretend like you're immortal

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every day we borrow
brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
where's your treasure, where's your hope
if you get the world and lose your soul
she pretends like she pretends like she's immortal
don't say so long
you're not that far gone
this could be your big chance to makeup
today will soon be

gone, like yeterday is gone,
like history is gone,
the world keeps spinning on,
your going going gone,
like summer break is gone,
like saturday is gone
just trying to prove me wrong
you pretend like your immortal your immortal

we are not infinite
we are not permanent
nothing is immediate
we're so confident
in our accomplishments
look at our decadence

gone, like Frank Sinatra
like Elvis and his mom
like AL Pacino's cash nothing lasts in this life
my highschool dreams are gone
my childhood sweets are gone
life is a day that doesn't last for long

life is more than money
time was never money
time was never cash,
life is still more than girls
life is more than hundred dollar bills
and roto-tom fills
life's more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
all the riches of the kings
end up in wills we got information in the information age
but do we know what life is
outside of our convenient Lexus cages

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every moment that we borrow
brings us closer to the God who's not short of cash
hey Bono i'm glad you asked
life is still worth living, life is still worth living

So its crazy how life works. A person that I met less than a year ago has passed away. Sure, we weren't exactly friends but still. It's just really difficult to comprehend why some things happen. Why some people live to be 100 and others live to be 18. I feel really bad for the family. I think that is always the worst part...I just don't know. Life is one crazy mixed up whirlwind.

*On a lighter note---> I go to Icthus this week. If I can get through the next two days....it will be glorious. I can't wait to see the Newsboys...I wish that Mercy Me (they are my fav) was going to be there but I guess we can't always get everything we want :-) There isn't really that much else to say. My job is kind of up in the air. There is a chance that I could become full-time or be a summer intern again. We shall see. Nothing really else to report. Same ole same of work, the Y, class, homework, repeat cycle. Until the weekend then its the Y, shopping, maybe a movie if I am lucky, church, homework then back to Monday. I had to get new brakes on my car today. Reason #999 why I want to get a Jeep Liberty. It would just be the best. Ok, I need to go be productive. Later all.
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Hope you all had a fabulous Easter. Crazy, crazy weekend. I haven't updated in a long time so here goes nothing. I am going on three vacations this year. #1 Ichtus which is the first one and is going to be awesome. Even if Mercy Me or Switchfoot isn't going to be there. #2 Florida w/the grand ole fam. Which I love me some Florida. #3 which is going to be one of the highlights of my life. Going to Chicago where I have never been and going to see my team Boston Red Sox play the Chicago White Sox. Third base line. Good times. Alrighty so...what has been going on with me? Well, my brother was in a car accident but he's alright. Broke his hip, totaled his car. Really scary. I am working at Hamilton in the government building filling in for this woman who I worked with over the summer. We don't know what is going to happen, she has cancer and probably won't be coming back. So, other than working full-time, going to school and trying to maintain my sanity, I manage to still work out four days a week and have lost 1 pound. Hopefully can reach my goal weight by summer. Eight more pounds to go. I love how people just decide they don't want to be friends anymore. Well, at least I know who my true friends are. People are so shady...I will never understand. But, Jesus is forever and that will never change. I have given on all soaps and most of my shows. I just watch Will and Grace and the OC of course Desperate Housewives. Just not enough time in the day...I can't work out and keep up with television. I tried really hard but it was unsuccessful. The Vineyard rocks my socks. I am going to be starting Alpha soon and volunteering at Serve City twice a month. So, other than those things......Life is just one crazy whirlwind. I don't know which direction I am headed sometimes but God knows what is best for me. Well on that note....

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

Mark 5,6&7: 5-"As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed. 6-'Don't be alarmed," he said. 'You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place they laid him. 7-But go, tell his disciples and Peter, 'He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you."

"Sometimes that's what happens in life, Dom. You go about your business and somebody goes and throws away your lembas bread."-----Billy Boyd

I talked to John Luff on the phone. He became a drunken alcoholic and he goes to gay strip clubs with his friends, at which he doesn't know why he goes but its better than sitting in his room. Some drunken lady tried to make out with John on the dance floor in Austin but he said "No! your drunk and its illgeal." There is a new law in Texas and possibly everywhere if your 18 and you go to a bar with someone who is 21 and your married you can drink if you stay within one arm length of them. John Luff got his driver's license taken away but actually he gave it to his friend to get into a bar and it gotten taken away. His life is fading away...Texas has nothing to offer except for corruption and death.

Ok enough of that. Had a meeting with my advisor today. Fun times. Told me what I already knew but anyways. I might be getting a full time job at JFS with full benefits and a lot more than I am making now. But, I don't know cause 25 people applied and that is a whole heck of alot. I did have a pre-screening on Monday which is like an interview before an interview. So, I was really stressed out on Monday. I almost had a nervous breakdown. I mean it will suck to have to work forty hours a week again but I will get to move out and really that will be the best. Don't know if I will get it though. It's a long shot. We shall see. Don't really know what I am doing this weekend all I can say is thank God I am getting paid for sure. My jewelry party. Going out for lunch tomorrow. Thank goodness cause I couldn't take a turkey sandwich another day. Well maybe goodness. Plans change really quickly. Well I am sorry that this entry is not highly amusing but that is life of me. At least you heard from John Luff. Well gotta jet....gotta make some bucks and that means getting up at the butt crack of dawn. Later.
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I mean really what is the big deal about the Superbowl? I just don't care about football all that much. Now if it was the World Series I would be all over that. Maybe next year I will have some sort of party for the World Series. Although who would come? No one likes baseball as much as I do. Anyways...this is the third time that I have tried to update this piece of crap. I hope it works. So, here I am sitting here. Oh I got a new celly. If ya want the number ask and I give it to ya. Next Saturday the 12th...I am having a jewelry party at four at my house. Lots of fun and more importantly lots o food. Bring your friends. Oh just for girls though. Sorry. I have seen the Phantom of the Opera twice lol. Its so good. A plus plus plus. I want to go and see it on broadway in Columbus. I don't understand how anyone could not like it. *Cough* Tracy. Its a little dark but I mean really not all musicals can be happy and chipper and about shooting your lover because he played you and then got away with it. Although that would be the greatest plot ever. LOL I JUST DON'T KNOW. Well I think that I am about to roll out of here. Mike the Plumber from Desperate Housewives was on Q102 yesterday. He is beautiful. Alright I am out.
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Yeah now I know who my true friends are. Anyways, I had a very non eventful weekend. It all started Friday night as soon as I got home from work I developed a wonderful fever which then made me lay on the couch the rest of the night. I thought I was at death's door. So, I couldn't really sleep because my throat was on fire and it hurt to swallow and then coughing and all that fun sinus stuff so what did I do? Took Nyquill. Which only added to my symtoms of making me feel really disoriented. So, Saturday my fever got up to 102. Sunday no fever but still felt pretty crappy. Today is the first day since last Wednesday I felt really good. I tried to go work out last night but I could only do one machine. I was struggling. So, my weekend was spent dying. I thought that I was going to go to the doctor yesterday but evidently my mom said I should wait. Death maybe? I don't know. Ok, so maybe I am being a little overdramatic. The one thing that I did learn from this weekend was I seriously love I love the 90's Part Deux. Oh and Hal Sparks. And Michael Ian Black. But, I think more Hal Sparks. Anyways, they just announced the Oscars. I don't like any of the movies nominated. Except for Finding Neverland but there is alot more movies that should have been. I think its stupid they do the movies from just right now they should have done them for all year. I saw my new favorite movie on Sunday. Well, of course nothing can replace Lord of the Rings but I think I would have to say its a tie. Along with Chicago. Oh, but I saw the Phantom of the Opera. It was amazing. I higly reccomend everyone to go see it. Plus the guy that plays the Phantom is very hot. Well, not with his mask off but still a little bit. The whole cast was on the View and he is from Scotland and ya know how I love those Scottish guys. Plus I think its great when instead of just having a normal conversation with someone its much better to break out into a song and dance. Anyoo yeah great film. Go see it. No Desperate Housewives for three weeks. I might have a nervous breakdown. Geesh. I love TV. Ok well I am out. Lata.
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That was really really funny. Well my day went from ok to bad. But on a side note I love the Real World. Last night Mel had scabies or however you spell it and Landon and MJ were cracking me up for serious. Guess you just have to watch it to know. So why so bad...well first off I have to go clean those stupid building tomorrow because my mom makes me feel bad. I dunno I might not go do it. She acts like I am broke and unemployed and that I am in dire need of some cash. I really don't want to go do it but I could go and see everyone again. I haven't seen them in forever. Oh then today my dad comes home and just starts going off about whoever drove through the grass and he told me that he didn't think it was me but not to do it then gave me a fun lecture on that. Then, he showed me how to turn the kitchen sink on correctly because evidently I do it incorrectly. I'm sorry isn't there really only one way to turn it on or off. I mean what the crap? Then he tells me that I drive too fast blah blah blah. So, it was basically my dad lecturing me about random things and me getting madder and madder and finally leaving and he tells me not to be mad. I guess I am going to Hummer's on Friday. Fun times. I wonder if I will get to see another fight. That would just be the highlight of my week. Ok well time to go off to my fun filled classes till 9:55 tonight. Later.
~*Stace*~

Not ready to go back to school. Well oh well. I am starving and I won't get out of here till like seven. I think that I need some coffee to hold me over or something cause I am struggling. I can't handle this math. Spent alot of money on books once again. But, I guess that's life. I can't believe that Mikey Moore won at the People's Choice Awards. That was foul. But I was very happy when the Passion won. Oh yeah and I was happy when Desperate Housewives won. I love that show.

Tubing is great fun. I have never been skiing. But, maybe one day. It was a great time though and thankfully did not get lost. I did spend way too much money eating out this weekend. Gosh who knew that is the most successful way to hang out with people. Twenty minutes till math. I am going to pass out. The whole weekend I got a total of 10 hours of sleep. Well not counting last night cause I caught up then. It was crazy times. Muncie was like another world. Ice and snow everywhere, trees dying. It was craziness I tell you. Ok well I think that I am off in search of some coffee. Oh yeah break was good. The holidays stress me out. But, what can ya do? I had a good time though. But, on the bright side no work for a week and a half and then it is only three days. Thanks. I apreciate that. Ok well I am off to search. Lata.
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I don't know why but that was so funny I was kilt. Probably because it was ironic because our morning was far from joyful in fact it was well what is the best word...I dunno but it was hilarious. I am rambling way too early to be up. Why am I updating again? Oh yeah. Because I just almost died trying to drive to good ole Middytown in the snow and then got yelled at. Well as I was attempting to drive to work this morning I pull onto Ross Ave and start sliding and run into the curb so at this time I am pretty shaken up and decide that I still have like 25 more minutes to drive and I was flipping out because I hate driving in the snow. If my work wasn't that far away I wouldn't mind it but 35 minutes is a no go. So, I decide to call my boss....I tell her that I tried to come but I slid and ran into the curb and basically I got yelled at. Well not really yelled at but anyways she said that other people from Hamilton have gotten there. Well yeah they probably got there at like 7 or 7:30 and it started snowing again when I started to leave and even my mom said that it has gotten worse and she thought I shouldn't go in. So, I was like well I am sorry but I don't know what to do and she said she couldn't make me come in so....here I am. So yeah what a joyful morning I have had. I hate the snow. It's fun to play in but not to drive in. I almost died once in it because I ran into a telephone pole. Geez....anyways...I passed Econ...thank God. With a D...I hope that fills the requirement. Done and done with the good ole Christmas shopping. Thank god is all I have to say about that. I got to see John Luff for a bit. He and Emily beat me at LOTR trivial pursuit. But, I don't think its fair that it was 2-1. I think I did pretty good for being on my own. I need to refresh my knowledge of LOTR. Well anyways...that ticks me off what happened this morning. I mean its not like I was sitting at home and didn't even try. I can't wait to tell Emily. Anyways, I guess I don't know I am not really tired right now. Maybe go watch some LOTR or something, since I can't go anywhere. Ok well that is all for now I guess. Peace out.
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I totally had a quote from Sunday's service. But I got nothing now. I am sitting here staring at the computer screen and wonder why am I so tired? Oh yes because I work 40 hours a week. It sucks. I went to bed at freakin 10 and am more tired today then when I get six hours of sleep. I just don't get it. I think its the whole getting up at 6:15 thing. Its no good at all. So, this woman that I work with, Lesa, she pulls practical jokes all the time. Which I admit are pretty funny oh unless they happen to you. Today me and Emily were you know pulling our blessed files and the room is like dead quiet and I turn around and there Lesa jumps around the corner out of friggin nowhere and I almost jumped to the ceiling. She scared the crap out of both of us. It was funny though.

I hate being drained of energy all the time....anyways....I wrote a poem today. I won't post it on here mainly because it is going to be a Christmas gift or part of one. I don't know if it is even good. I am going to have Emily read it tomorrow and see what she thinks since ya know she is almost done with school. If it is no good I will have to start over....

I bought gifts for 1 person and half of two others. I made a list. Looks like it is to the mall for me this weekend and to Target. I think that I am going to go to the mall by myself so that I can get more done.
I had a pretty good weekend. Even if Christina did throw up in my basement. Which I do forgive her for, but I am sorry I can't look when someone throws up or I will hurl as well. So, sorry Christina...but I do forgive you. I am really glad that you took it out on your own though :-) and I didn't have to do it.
What else, what else....it is so nice having the rents gone...so peaceful...no one nagging me at 6 in the morning about my life's goals. Hey, I am a college student so I have no idea. Speaking of that, I have no idea what I am going to do about school...I want to go full-time but I want to move out more than go to school. I could afford to move out, no prob. I just have to find a good roomie and do it. Well I need to decide this in the next week or so....I will say.....good luck to me. Alrighty well I need to go to my LAST ECON CLASS!! THANK YOU GOD!! Alrighty peace out. Flava Flav.
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This morning was the worst of my entire life. I only have one person to blame. My mom. Ok first of all, don't talk to me at freakin six o'clock in the morning. I am trying my best to get ready for the day without passing out and my mom wants to sit there and have a full fledged conversation about what I am doing in life. So anyways, I am still getting ready and my mom has to go out to move my car because I am blocking my brother in. So then she comes into tell me that my tire is low (I got it plugged last week because it had a nail in it, but then it was low again on Sunday)and she then says that she is going to take it J&J tire since I can't take care of it myself. So, then I proceeded with the response of whatever. Then she goes on about it so I decide to not take her crap anymore and tell her that I have no time to do it. I mean I work 40 hours a week. I have to drive an hour every day to and from work and then I have class three nights a week. When does she want me to take it in? The stupid place closes at 5 and that is when I get back to town. So, I told her I have no time to take it and she tells me to go in late and work through my lunch...but I can't do that cause my boss would flip her lid. Anyways, we get into this big argument and I tell her to take the stupid car cause I have no time to do it. Then I go outside to warm up her car and of course I forgot that the doors lock automatically and I go back in the house to get the rest of my stuff. I come back out and the car is locked. So, I had to go around to the back of the house because I had no house key. I finally get in the house and thought I had found the key but alas it wasn't the right one. So I had to go back in again and try and find the right one. Finally, I did. I left my house at like 7:30 when I should have left at 7:20. So there I am going 60 mph down Millville and of course I get stopped behind a school bus that stops at every other house. I finally ditch the schoolbus and get on Rt. 4 and then two cars are going 35 mph in both lanes. Well, I finally get to Middy town with like 2 minutes till I have to clock in and I get stopped at every red light in the whole town. I finally pull in front of the building worrying about parking later and run in to clock in. Because if your late you get in trouble. I clocked in at 7:59. The morning from hell I tell you.

Well after all that I only have two more things to say.
My mom took the car in and there was nothing wrong with it.
The moral of the story? I am glad my parents are going to California tomorrow.

I am sorry but I found that so hilarious. I think just random comments kill me. I was kilt. For sure. So it seems that I have good weekends and bad weeks. Could it be that going to my job just depresses me? Oh yes I think that is the case. The only good thing that is going to come out of the that job besides the money is that we get a two hour lunch on Dec 17 and my boss is taking our whole unit to some expensive restaurant in Middy town. Oh and paying for it. So, that's nice. Plus, we do have a carry-in coming up. But, is food a substitute for the pain of that job? Not that it is really painful but I just am not thrilled with it. Oh well I guess we all have had crappy jobs and I sure have had mine. This isn't the worst I guess. So Monday started out so well and it ended badly. I got in a fight with my mom because she has to know everything that goes on. Then I got in another fight with someone. I won't go into it. I am over it. But, I knew that would happen. I was just mad at the moment. Oh well I should really be realistic. Then I found out someone said something and it made me irritated. So, then I went and worked out and my anger subsided. Maybe I am just naturally an angry person. Hmmmm....I don't think so. I think that I was just having a bad day. At least I didn't breakdown in front of my boss for no other reason than depression. Today was better. I really didn't talk to that many people because I am so tired. On the plus side I did find out that I won't get kicked out of Miami if I fail Econ which very well could happen. I do love my history class. Maybe because I am doing well in it. Plus, my teacher is a really good teacher. Even if he does give us a butt load of stuff to read. I guess I can read some of it in Econ.

I had a pretty good Thanks day. I went shopping but I did buy one gift for someone. So there. Not on Thanksgiving the day after. Saturday I went and saw Finding Neverland which was very sad. Sunday I went to the Vineyard and it was a very good sermon. Chris preached. He's no Ken but what can ya do? Just kidding he's great. Then I let's see I don't remember...I watched Desperate Housewives which was great as usual.

My parents are leaving to go on another random trip on Friday to BFE. I wish that I could go to California and Florida just whenever. But whatever. So the rents are going out of town this weekend and party at my house. For sure. I finally got my Boston shirt. It only took five years. Alright well time for class. Peace out.
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So I have tried to update this thing twice and when I sit down to do it I got nothing. Hope everyone had a good turkey day. Mine was fine. The food was good and I sat around and had a little convo. I talked to my great uncle about Miami and how I was going to play softball again. Then I watched a little TV and took Abby for a walk around the block. She did pretty good. She didn't try to run into the road this time. Then, my Grandma and I went and saw my uncle. He is so funny, he tried to sell his house to me. It's only 600 dollars a month and I told him that I would consider it but I don't make that much money I mean for serious. Then we were leaving and his dog totally ran into the road and almost died. It was crazy times. But yeah I could afford an apartment. Which might happen but we will see what happens. So I am loving country music these days. I really don't know what is wrong with me. Just kidding country's great. Ever since I saw Alabama man. They were so good though. Well I liked it when I was younger but then I strayed from the path into the pop world. Awww but Kenny Chesney is soooo cute. Him and his little cowboy hat. I love that song I Hate Everything. I don't know why but its catchy. Anyways, off that subject. I want to see Finding Neverland. But, I guess that isn't going to happen since it isn't playing anywhere around here. Oh well. Guess I will see something else. I did see Bridget Jones and it was hilarious. Def go see that flick.

I guess that I am going to the mall tomorrow at 6 in the a.m. Fun fun. I will probably buy things for myself when I should start Christmas shopping. I think that I will start that the 21st of December. I am soooooo not in the holiday spirit. It feels like June was just yesterday. I miss summer. I am still waiting to move to Florida. I am supposed to go give blood tomorrow too. We will see if that happens. I have made like five appointments to go and never do. They always call and I feel bad but I always forget or don't feel like it. Plus, that place looks pretty shady. What else, what else oh I hate Econ. Me and Jess spent three hours last night doing this online hw assignment and we still got a bad grade on it. It was way beyond hard. I despise that class. I think that I am giving up on Lost. I miss it every week and when I do see it again I won't know what is going on but I do heart Desperate Housewives. My new favorite show. I am still working at the crap job. But, it pays the bills. Some of the girls I work with are crazy or just one actually. Well, I hope to go out tonight or maybe I will just go out by myself haha or not; actually I don't know. I really don't even know where I am. Ok I am out. Happy freakin holidays.
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I think that this song makes me realize that my problems aren't that bad. Ok today was not a good day. I thought that by coming home and doing nothing would help but it didn't. I haven't felt this way in a long time. Probably since high school. I hate being depressed but I guess it is just everything catching up to me. I guess you really never know how much time you have. I have to go to a funeral tomorrow. So, I am guessing that tomorrow is not going to be a good day either. Its not like we were close or anything but still, it was someone that I knew and talked to (not recently) but someone that I have known since I was a little kid and I was friends with her grandaughters. I probably would be if I still went to Berean but I don't go there anymore and that is def for the best because the church that I go to is awesome. Yeah I hate school (well one class) and I think that my job is really getting to me. Someone said something to me and Emily (that I work with) that was rude and we were so ticked off the rest of the day. It was ridick and we could not get over it. Oh and today I asked my dad a question and he had some smart remark and I totally flipped out on him because yeah he just really ticked me off today. Ok so this entry really isn't about anything, just me venting about things that have happened. I don't think that I will have a good day until Friday, when I get paid. I didn't even go work out today so you know that I am not feeling up to par. My mom asked me if I was turning country and I told her no but I do like it...esp Kenny Chesney...anyways I guess I am out for now. Later all.

Pastor Ken is my role model. I swear. I wish that everyone could have heard the sermon today but alas that is not possible I guess. It was so good though. Ken told a great story and it really inspired me. I heart the Vineyard, I am lucky to have found a church that I really love instead of that one that I was at being bored to death every Sunday. Oh and they have the best coffee. I think ever. Although Starbucks...I don't know they are kind of neck and neck. Oh and the Cap. Depot. They are good too. So! The sermon was titled "God's Plan For Great Sex." Of course you know when you are married. But, it was really aussome and I was really inspired when I left.

Anyways...I haven't really updated in awhile. Since I went to Corbin, KY or Hickville USA. Last weekend I went to Ball State and saw Bill Engvall and he was a freaking riot. Although these two girls in front of us were about to get smacked. They had to be wasted or something was up. They were off their rockers. So I went to Ball State and it was great times. Then I had to go to work and that was dull. My job is well I won't talk about it on here but...I am done with it January 7 supposedly. Trying to find a permanent one because the one that I have is just a temp. The people that I work with crack me up though. They are alot different than the ones in Hamilton. Wednesday, I got my test back in my history class and I got a 94 on it. Which I was not expecting at all. I think that is my first A in my college career. It was very exciting. Now my Econ class on the other hand is going to be the death of me. For serious. I despise that class. I hope I don't fail that class. Well I guess I will watch the American Music Awards tonight just for Kenny Chesney...he is hot. OK well I outtie! Later!

Oh this is my favorite song right now...

"Letters from Home" By John Michael Montgomery

My Dearest Son, it's almost June
I hope this letter Catches up with you and finds u well
it's been dry but they're callin' for rain
and Everything's the same ol' in Johnsonville
Your Stubborn ol' daddy ain't said to much
but I'm sure you know he sends his love
And she goes on, In a letter from Home

I hold it up and show my buddies
like we ain't scared in our boots
and our boots ain't muddy
And they all laugh like there's Something funny
'bout the way i talk, When mama sends her best ya'll
I fold it up and put it in my shirt
Pick up my gun and get back to work
And it keeps me Drivin' on, Waitin' on
Letters from home

My dearest love, it's almost dawn
I've been layin' here all night Long,
Wonderin' where u might be
I saw your mama and I showed her the ring
Man on the Television said
something So i couldn't sleep
But i'll be alright, I'm just Missin' you
And this is me Kissin' you
X's and O's In a Letter from Home

I hold it up and show my buddies
like we ain't scared and our boots ain't muddy
And they all Laugh 'Cause she calls me honey
But they take it hard, 'Cause i don't read the good parts
I fold it up and put it in my shirt
Pick up my gun and get back to work
And it keeps me Drivin' On, waitn' on
Letters from home

Dear Son, I know i ain't written
And sittin' here tonight alone in the kitchen
it occurs to me I might not have said it, So i'll say it now
Son, You make me Proud

I hold it up and show my buddies
like we ain't scared and our boots ain't muddy
But no one Laughs ' Cause ain't nothin'
funny when a Soldier Cries, and I just wipe my eyes
I fold it up and put in my shirt get back to work
And it keeps me Drivin' on, waitin' on,
Letters from home

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Monday, November 01, 2004

ME TO CHRISTINA--"So...how was your night with Eddie?"

CHRISTINA TO ME--"It's an experience in which I wish to forget."

Good times in Corbin. It was crazy times. I have never laughed so hard in my life. Where to start...where to start. Well first I will back track before the weekend to the World Series. Beyond awesome. I love the Red Sox so much. The world series was good but it wasn't as intense as when they played the Yankees. But, still I was really excited when they won. First time in 86 years. I love Curt Schilling. He is such an awesome pitcher. Even if his ankle was about to explode he still pitched his little heart out and plus he likes Bush and plus he used to play for Cincy. Ok on to the weekend....

Where do I start? Well I wasn't going to go on this little road trip but I am glad that I did. We were supposed to go to a costume party and I really didn't have time to look for one and the whole week was stressful and I had all this crazy stuff happen but I went. Christina really wanted me to go because she thought that Tracy would ditch her haha so...I went. I will never forget the first half an hour we were there and Eric has a bag filled with beer and says I'm Santa Clause and its Beer Eve......so funny I almost died. I met some very intresting people. I won't go into all the names because Christina already did so....but I will talk about a few things. First, of all these people drink like its their job and I was amazed at how much beer one person can drink. Second, circle of death is such a fun game even if I am just matter to Christina. Third, I totally met my soul mate, Wade, because he liked Boston and we totally bonded over it....it was great. Even if he does have fifteen children. Fourth, I think that I realized that I would do anything for my best friends even if that means stepping in Dog poo and sleeping on the hard floor next to Christina (who is in the recliner) so some guy we just met doesn't moleste her.

All in all a good weekend...can't wait for a return visit down to BFE where the only stations are Gospel and Country. Not that I don't like country but it was hard core country. Can't wait for this weekend....

~*Stace*~

Yeah they are awesome. I love them so much. I have never watched baseball more in my life than this week. It has been way beyond intense too. Last night I stayed up until midnight to watch the end of the game and it was well worth it even though I was dead tired. But, what a great sport baseball is and those Yanks are finished for this year. I can't stand Derek Jeter...just thought I would share. Curt Schilling is awesome...but yeah good times. I almost went this year to see them play in Cleveland but it didn't work out. I am going to go for sure next year though. I wish that they played the Reds but they don't so I guess a four hour road trip is in order.

I can't wait to get my hair done. It was such an ordeal today. I called Salon West because I couldn't get ahold of Carly. So I had to call and get the number to Salon West and the lady that was scheduling the appointments made such an ordeal about how booked they were so I was like whatever just put me down so she did for like in a week. So then it was like two minutes before I am getting ready to leave and Carly calls and I got an appointment for the first. Weeeeell.....my parents are in Florida so party every night. Hahahaha just kidding. Well I guess class calls. I hate ECON. It sucks. Later.
~*Stace*~

So I got electrocuted today...but hey its fine. It hurt too. I think that my veins are popping out. It really did hurt. Work was especially boring today. I don't know why maybe because it was gloomy or I just wanted to sleep but hey gotta make the bucks. My parent's leave in one week. All I can say is thank god! I came home today and my dad started yelling at me about the bottled water in the fridge. Cause I fill them up after I drink one to use it again and he told me after I drink one to throw it away. That just seems really wasteful. Yeah my dad thinks that I am on drugs because I threw some Doritos away today. I think that he is. I talked to both Christina and Tracy today. I tried calling Tracy but my phone was being weird and then it wouldn't let me dial and it was a big mess. But, I finally got through. Then I called Christina long distance mind you and she hung up on me. Geez. LOL but its cool...she called me back. I can't wait to see Bill Engvall. Notice the spelling there Trace. Its ENGVALL. Not however you spelled it lol. Well I guess I am going to go take a nap before my class. Lata!
~*Stace*~